Well. Where do I start? I leave for Oklahoma in less than 30 hours. Thinking about this makes me extremely anxious. There is a lot going on in my head right now. A lot more than there probably should be. Like when I get out, my girlfriend, myself etc. Hopefully four-five months goes by quick.

So a lot of what Im thinking about deals with my girlfriend. She is being one hundred percent supportive. The only thing that I am worries about is will she wait that long? I know we have talked about it and discussed it numerous of times but I am just hoping she will be here when I get back. As sad as it sounds, I dont want another relationship or to lose this relationship. Hopefully she does well during classes and maintains a positive outlook while I am gone. Is it wrog to want a complete serious relationship with the girl I love? I feel a lot of trust towards her. Blah I hate being nervous.

Will my room-mate thing fall through? I am anxious that it wont and I will have to pester my aunt for a place to stay so I dont have to live on the streets. Will I have enough money to live on my own?

Bootcamp is a little intimidating for me at the moment. I am wondering about it. What will it be like ? Will people treat me like they did in the movie (seeing I am an outcast). Will I succeed in bootcamp? If I fail I feel like I will not be able to surpass anything in life.

I have a headache. Ill update the rest of my thoughts later today.

So, where can I start this real FIRST blog? There is so much shit that is going on and is happening. For starters, let me just say this. My girlfriend and I have been dating for almost nine-months fucking awesome man. It is nice to have a woman in my life that keeps me in line but is the sweetest thing that can ever happen to you. She is absolutely amazing!
I have less than 28 days until basic training in Ft. Sill, Oklahoma. I am very excited for this, I am a wee-bit nervous but I am pretty confident in myself that I will be able to make it through. I will be gone for only eight weeks. After Ft. Sill, I will be traveling to Ft. Jackson, South Carolina where I will continue for another eight weeks for my Advanced Individual Training. After all of this is done I should be home around May 15th-27th which is incredibly exciting! Hopefully I can unlock some great jobs for myself as well as get through college positively.
My first semester is almost done! Finals are next week. I am confident in my ability to keep my good GPA so I can ace this shit. Hopefully when I come back I can finish off my associates degree in computer science as fast as I can. After all this military stuff is done I am hoping for At Least 30-40 College credits which will be fucking awesome. That means I will be able to get a rank or two I hope.
Other than that nothing is really going on right now. I shall update this blog frequently; hopefully I will update it a lot more while I am in Basic/AIT so I can remember all of the fun things that will happen… As well as the ‘bad’ things.

So.. from now on instead of using livejournal I will be using this website.