Well. Where do I start? I leave for Oklahoma in less than 30 hours. Thinking about this makes me extremely anxious. There is a lot going on in my head right now. A lot more than there probably should be. Like when I get out, my girlfriend, myself etc. Hopefully four-five months goes by quick.

So a lot of what Im thinking about deals with my girlfriend. She is being one hundred percent supportive. The only thing that I am worries about is will she wait that long? I know we have talked about it and discussed it numerous of times but I am just hoping she will be here when I get back. As sad as it sounds, I dont want another relationship or to lose this relationship. Hopefully she does well during classes and maintains a positive outlook while I am gone. Is it wrog to want a complete serious relationship with the girl I love? I feel a lot of trust towards her. Blah I hate being nervous.

Will my room-mate thing fall through? I am anxious that it wont and I will have to pester my aunt for a place to stay so I dont have to live on the streets. Will I have enough money to live on my own?

Bootcamp is a little intimidating for me at the moment. I am wondering about it. What will it be like ? Will people treat me like they did in the movie (seeing I am an outcast). Will I succeed in bootcamp? If I fail I feel like I will not be able to surpass anything in life.

I have a headache. Ill update the rest of my thoughts later today.