Well. Where do I start? I leave for Oklahoma in less than 30 hours. Thinking about this makes me extremely anxious. There is a lot going on in my head right now. A lot more than there probably should be. Like when I get out, my girlfriend, myself etc. Hopefully four-five months goes by quick.
So a lot of what Im thinking about deals with my girlfriend. She is being one hundred percent supportive. The only thing that I am worries about is will she wait that long? I know we have talked about it and discussed it numerous of times but I am just hoping she will be here when I get back. As sad as it sounds, I dont want another relationship or to lose this relationship. Hopefully she does well during classes and maintains a positive outlook while I am gone. Is it wrog to want a complete serious relationship with the girl I love? I feel a lot of trust towards her. Blah I hate being nervous.
Will my room-mate thing fall through? I am anxious that it wont and I will have to pester my aunt for a place to stay so I dont have to live on the streets. Will I have enough money to live on my own?
Bootcamp is a little intimidating for me at the moment. I am wondering about it. What will it be like ? Will people treat me like they did in the movie (seeing I am an outcast). Will I succeed in bootcamp? If I fail I feel like I will not be able to surpass anything in life.
I have a headache. Ill update the rest of my thoughts later today.
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Damn, nigga. Youre coming to Oklahoma pretty late, I thought you were coming earlier in the month. If you still want to/can, I might be able to swing a visit to Ft. Sill, but my transportations fairly limited right now. Lemme know whats up, and good luck with the basic training.
good luck man! no worries on the homefront, im sure everything will play out just fine.